Excruciatin pain

Today I had really strong pains. Maybe because I was put off the really strong pain meds. Or maybe because I got very worried about my eye not being able to close. Or maybe because I went for a walk the day before and got tired. In any case, it was exceuciating pain. I wanted to die and was considering jumping out of the window. The IV with piridine worked only for 3 hours. Otherwise I was allowed only paracetamol and novamin. Crazy. I need to talk with the doctors. This can't be the only thing that's available.